Níl neart ann gan laige: National Best Friend Day!

Hello my darlings :)

I know im a bit late with this post as National Best Friends was June 8th but hey better late than never. I have quite a large friendship group and since i started working a couple of years ago find that i can add more and more people to my list of friends but what are true friends?

True friends will never turn their back on you, they'll always be there when you need them most, they will make you laugh and they will probably make you cry at least one point in your life- but it's what makes your bond stronger. You know you have a true friend when the silence between you is comfortable,m it's not awkward you can sit there in silence and don't feel pressured to speak or create a topic of conversation it's natural, and you feel natural and yourself around them- if you feel you are hiding yourself from someone you consider as a friend you need to question yourself as to if you really trust them because you are obviously holding back for some reason. A true friend will know near enough everything about you but will always want to discover something new about you even if they have heard it before they will want to and will still discover something about you each and every day and vice versa.

Although it's national best friend day and my best friend in this world is my lovely Lish ;) I am going to mention my other besties in this world because i want to show how much i value their friendship and how grateful i am to them for being there for me. Like i said i have a few closer friends and then my ultimate bestie is Lish but i will write about all of them.

First Up My Oldest Friend: My Sister Frances

My Sister is one of the most important people to me in the world and when she moved out when i was just 11 i was devastated, but i still see her everyday - it's like she never left! she never fails to make me laugh, my mum accuses my sister and i of being wind up toys because when we get together we are on the same wavelength all the time and always end up making each other and my mum laugh by just acting like idiots suddenly. We look alike, we sound alike, we act alike- we are each other and i don't know what i'd do without her!

2). My Childhood Bestie: Megan

I've known this girl for about 15/16 years now and we are still incredibly close, i could see her everyday and we would never run out of things to do or say. I don't see her as often as i used to unfortunately but we always make sure we see each other at least once every couple of month for a catch up. She's been there for me through thick and thin and never fails to make me giggle. i feel completely comfortable around her - ill be in her car and start singing at the top of my lungs and she just joins in - now that's true friendship :) And i was so lucky and happy we went to prom together as that was a really crap year for me as you know so i was lucky to have her by my side :)

3).The Steve Rogers to My Bucky Barnes: Emma

This girl is the nicest, funniest individual you'll ever meet- swear down. She will always be up for doing anything, she goes to theatre shows with me, gigs, trips out and i absolutely adore her. We didn't really become close til sixth form but ever since we left school i think we are just becoming closer and closer- we constantly send each other cute snapchats and have gifs wars over facebook. She's always so happy and carefree and she makes me laugh so much and my family always ask about her - they adore her aswell - she's such an innocent little soul. and she never fails to make me smile! And as we love Marvel so much especially Cap and Bucky - that's what we call each other she is my Steve Rogers and i'm her Bucky Barnes and i love her to bits!

4). My Baby Amy

This girl really has been through hell and back with me and i couldn't of thought of a better person to go on that journey with. She's been one of my closest and dearest friends since high school, she's always been there to support me and i can't thank her enough for all those times in sixth form when i had panic attacks and she tried to calm me down and comfort me endlessly - i will forever be grateful for your friendship and your kindness. and if im perfectly honest without Amy i may not have been here writing this post today, although she didn't necessarily understand my anxiety she still tried to help the best she can in any way possible. I still miss our english classes together where i pretty much just laughed at your adorable sneeze every lesson and we did and said some stupid things like "Frankenstein's monster is like big, isn't he?" - good times! I'm forever grateful to Jordan as well for making you smile and happy every single day - i couldn't be happier for you two :) I love you Amy :)

5). The New Friend, My Work Daughter Florence!

I freaking adore this girl!! We haven't known each other very long maybe about 3/4 months but I can't imagine life without her, she's funny and kind- and filthy minded may i add. I can talk to her about anything and i trust her completely which is a hard thing for me to do. She's already told me i'm a bridesmaid whenever she plans on getting married and for her to say that to me after only knowing me for a few months means the world to me as it shows that i'm a important a friend to her and she is to me!

Before i go through my final best friend, which you've probably gathered i will be talking about Lish - here are some honourable mentions:

Elli Brown- we've certainly had more ups and downs than most but im glad we are on track now and have become good friends again.

Claire Woodhouse- My little Maslover, you ;) I'm so glad you've found some happiness in your life and i wish you the very best for the future. I hope we can hang out again soon like we used to but i still absolutely adore you as a friend and as a person :)

Emma Copley- My other work daughter, I always look forward to working with you each and every week, you never fail to cheer me up and you are always up for a chat and a good laugh! thank you for always making work enjoyable :)

Lucy Johnston- My other work daughter (i have three work daughters), im glad you are my work daughter i couldn't think of a better person and i'm always happy to work with you and always here if you need me no matter how stressed i get im always here to help you! :)

Maddy Hardy- My Little One, i'm happy to know you and i'm happy to work with you. you never fail to make me laugh and i'm grateful to know you :)

Matt Billin- I hate the fact you're leaving me but i wish you all the luck for for your future, i am going to miss seeing you at work every weekend as you never fail to cheer me up :)

I'm grateful to have all of guys in my life :)

Without further ado...

LISH!!!!

I know she'll read this so that's why i screamed her name on here haha! WTF would i do without you?! Well i'd probably be sitting at home wallowing in self pity. I am eternally grateful for your friendship and for basically making me a member of your family! And I'm happy to class you as a sister and a member of my family as well - i mean Eva adores you haha. You aren't my friend, you're my sister, you've always been there for me when i'm down and never failed in cheering me up and even though you weren't with me for my final year of sixth form you always made sure I was okay, you always supported me, calmed me down and i can't thank you enough! So here's to more memories bestie!! :) and many more years of friendship!